January 2012
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some days I feel so much like a transguy but somedays I don’t and I’m confused
Jan 1st
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175) I feel trapped in my body. I wish I had a...
Jan 1st
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December 2011
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“I just scored 8.0/10 on the quiz ‘Are These Boobs Real or Fake?’ -...”
– Are These Boobs Real or Fake? I GOT 8/10 ON THIS :D I’M  SO GOOD
Dec 31st
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Dec 31st
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There should be a song called Dysphoric Friday Nights
Dec 31st
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today I spiked the back of my hair up FOR THE FIRST TIME :D It was greaaat I wanted to do it for the longest tiiime and my sister who is wonderful hung out with me and we got slurpees and she said I was beautiful and androgynous and I love her :D
Dec 31st
I am so fucking good at sims
Dec 30th
these remind me of these
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GUISE
I GOT MY HAIR CUT :D I look like a little boy again & my neck is freeeeee :D
Dec 28th
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My Grandma called
Me: Hey Grandma
Her: Hi Jacob, how are you
Me: Nope it's Ryan
Her: Oh hii, how are you?
Me: I'm doing good, how are you?
Her: How were the leftovers?
Me: Good, always
Her: I just called to ask what your mom did with the bones from the leftover chicken
Me: Knowing her, she saved them..?
Her: Oh yeah cause you know, it was a chicken, not a turkey
Me: Yep yep, she saved them
Her: Cause you can make soup, also the chicken was from the Hutterites
Me: Oh really?
Her: Yeah that's why Uncle Buddy said it was so tender, you know when he was cutting into it
Me: Oh yeah I bet it was great
Her: Yeah and also I had a bladder infection on Boxing Day
Me: Oh that's not good
Her: Yeah I went to the walk-in clinic cause I was peeing blood
Me: Oh you should have gone to the emergency...
Her: Well I got my medication for it and I'm taking it now
Me: Well that's...good
Me: I left my iPod downstairs in your house, would you mind checking it for me?
Her: What's it look like?
Me: An iPod...like it's metal on the back and a screen on the front that's cracked, and...a button
Her: Okay I'll give it a look, have a nice day
Dec 28th
Dysphoria, dysphoria How ugly are your braaanches
Dec 28th
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why don’t you like me
Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
FACT: Genderfluid people actually secrete a gender...
Dec 27th
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I punched a wall this morning
Because I was angry Because I wanted to feel it break Because it needed to be punched Because I was upset Because I thought my dream was reaL Because I hate my long hair Because I thought of you Because I wanted something to hurt because of me Because I wanted to punch the wall.
Dec 27th
I'm in love with my life.
Dec 26th
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I have finally come to accept myself.
Dec 26th
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Dec 25th
Whenever people buy me clothes for Christmas or my birthday(which is very sweet and I’m not saying I don’t love it) they always get me like a medium size, and I wear XL, and you can tell and stuff, but I’d rather have them get me an XL so I have clothes that fit that say XL instead of clothes that don’t fit but say medium on them. Like I’m not offended by the fact...
Dec 25th
twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house not a creature was stirring, except for the rebellious teenager blogging about fandoms and homosexuals
Dec 25th
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Dec 24th
I hate dirty talk/internet/text sex
One day it’ll be like Girlfriend: Ryan, what would you do to me Me: Have sex with you or like this Girlfriend: Lol i’m horny Me: masturbate
Dec 24th
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It’s obvious that I’ve forgotten to take my meds a couple days when I start to freak out thinking I have a blood clot from my binder…
Dec 24th
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Guys this sucks
This morning I felt like a girl, and now I feel like a boy :(
Dec 24th
ListenGUISE GUISE, LISTEN THE FUCK OUT OF THIS ...
Dec 24th
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Dec 23rd
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Kay when people except my family don’t call me Ryan when they address me I wanna yell “RYAAAAAN” really whiny-like but I don’t wanna be a bitch about it
Dec 23rd
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so today I was in math and instead of review we watched a movie, cause it was only half an hour, and after the bell rang my teacher was like “Ryan, stay here a second” except she didn’t say Ryan, but whatever. I thought I was in trouble and I got really sweaty and my heart was beating the shit out of me, and then she was like I just wanted to say you’re the bravest kid I...
Dec 23rd
straight guys: boobs are great
gay guys: boobs are great
straight girls: boobs are great
gay girls: boobs are great
Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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Dec 23rd
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